Sunday, October 21, 2012

So this isWAAAAAAAAAAY ahead of time. like at least a year

But I figured I wanted to start getting my thoughts out about this. Honestly, I have been having a terrible few weeks. heh. I am so happy for all of my friends and family who got pregnant, and had babies recently. Woo woo, really, but I am a divorcee, who wanted nothing more than to be a mother, and now my plans have been derailed.

Ok, I got that out, the little bitterness inside.

On the plus side, Lee and I can actually talk about babies, and eventually having them, and he doesn't get angry, or upset. he actually talks to me about it. I love that!

So my first post is about getting ready for pregnancy. I need to lose another 100 pounds before I will be pregnancy ready. my body needs this to happen, and so I'll make it happen. Slowly but surely. :)

Sorry this post isn't amazing, but it is what it is, I am starting the prepregnancy journey.